You're right. I never commit to any cuz i choose not to. simply put. im just afraid. i despise the weakling whiny lump of shit i turn into once i commit wholly. Its a form of escapism i agree. take it slow, take it easy. you're just not ready you say. thank you dear friend.

As usual, there were gossiping, bitching, giggling, teasing. We even analyzed the mysterious red lady and decided that she's just a stranger who leads too boring a life. she shouldnt be reading my blog anyway since she thinks its nonsense. if she is, she's probably lunatic somehow. and not forgetting your favourite wooden sturdy table. we will seat there on our next visit. Perfection doesnt exist in this world. its all human's wishful thinkings. im glad we both share similar sentiments to that. Passionate couples do breakup. Next-of-kins do pass away. Best friends do distant. Rich fucks do go bankrupt. anything and everything happens.