School nonsense and presentations are driving me up the wall. now. finally all these bullllllllshit are over. and im so glad that its friday. and its HALLOWEEN tonight!!! and its Ade's birthday! Happy Birthday my babe!!! cant wait for tonight :)

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Guess what im dressed as?

This is dinner. I cant decide between these 4 yummy looking breads, so i got all four of them :)

And this. HAHAHA. ive been craving for BBQ chicken wings since like forever. I know i shouldnt be eating chicken when im having a bad throat. especially when i got to sing for my elective tomorrow. I was telling a friend that i always feel very very hungry recently. And she told me that she has been hearing this sentence since long time ago. which means essentially im just very hungry everyday. in fact, i dont even think im hungry. Im just greedy i guess. :P

Firstly, i finally tasted Coffee Club's Vanilla ice mocha. and it tastes yummilicious! Its true that you can actually taste 3 different flavors by adjusting your straw :)Today is the day of Halloween preparation. Our theme is pyjamus party! So, we arrived at Cotton On Lingeries to piece up something. something that will make us look like sleepy monsters. and maybe we'll call ourselves Her walking lullaby. Hows that? We squeezed into one changing room because its cosier that way. and look at the mess we've created. on the floor. we didnt even bother hanging up the clothes. whatever.

Siree!!! Look at the retard headbands we bought! HAHAHA :P YOU WILL LOVE THEM IM SURE.
Daiso is oh so heavenly. everything and anything ranging from notebooks to bowls to chips to makeups to even underwears! they sell EVERYTHING. and at a dirt cheap price of 2 bucks! i am so gonna have a Daiso outing soon.

We bought this naughty looking snack out of curiousity :)

TADA! it is actually star-shaped snack. and surprisingly it tastes pretty nice :)

*project mates calling* which means byebye to blogging as of now :(

I just realise that yesterday was the last day for declaration of S/U Option. And as usual, it slipped off my mind. anything academic will eventually slip off my mind. for i thought i had better things to remember. well. which means that i have not S/U ed forensic science elective and GV17 singing elective. forensic science is fine. i had no intention of S/U ing it anyway. BUT, GV 17 is a MUST S/U elective. hurhurhur. congratulations to myself. for making such a glaring mistake. and now with this damn fucking sickly throat. i can just say hello to disgrace on stage and horrendous grades. again.

or maybe the teacher will love my sexy husky voice? we'll see.

1) My nose is so so so blocked. not partially blocked. not compassionately blocked. Its a cruel blockage which grabs away my privilege of breathing through my lovely nose. So, i look like a bloated goldfish now. desparately gasping for breath through the little gap between my lips. Which would essentially mean that in times of consumption, i am totally out of breath. I will not be surprised if i die while eating.

2) My room is so full of mucus wrapped in tissues now. On my bed. On the floor. In the deepest corners. In between my clothes. and In my nostrils. So its a sticky tissue paradise .

3) My voice is already on the deeper end of the spectrum. well known for its maturity and composure :) which i am very satisfied with. well. apparently, if this sickness continues and my voice deepens by a few more tones. i'd be classified as a man. for sure. which i am not against either, cuz' that will make me a real man (something that i aspires to be since young. haha).

4) I get weird stares when i blow my nose. may it be on the bus or in class. I am not an ardent fan of demurity. i believe that when one blows her/his nose, she should blow it as loudly and puissantly as possible. so stare all you want! I dont care!

5) My dad finally grabbed his chance to scorn at me. ' see. drink drink drink. play play play. now sick already la. who can you blame?' lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala. Alright.

I really foresee a fever tonight.

Goodbye. World. May the mucus be with you.

In case a speeding plane or bus or lorry or van or car or bicycle or scooter knocks me down tomorrow. and i shall bleed to death.

Thou shall say this now :)

ilovemummy.ilovedaddy.ilovegrandma.ilovegrandpa.
ilovemickey.iloveyanni.ilovesara.ilovepeipei.ilovedom.
iloveadeline.ilovemx.ilovepadma.ilovekelley.ilovelixian.
iloveml.ilovedes.ilovesingying.ilovesiree.
ilovejing.iloveyingying.ilovezhengfu.ilovejoelle.

Please don't assume that i'm having any kinda suicidal thoughts. I am still bouncy and rocking my own fancy world! I just want to let you guys know how much i love you!

Its not a fullstop anymore. Its an exclamation mark that pops so loud. She inhales the threatening smoke of despair. alone as she may appear. this is what she chose. regret is never a word that crawls out her mouth. only smugs and derisiveness she says.

Once upon a time, forever is a word that hugs like an endearing teddy bear. Its a genuine belief that love is the most magical moment of any humdrum life. fireworks painting the skyline and ensemble playing the beautiful waltz. you lift you left leg as you kiss dear prince charming. even when the clock stricks 12, prince charming is still embracing you like a baby.

What if she doesnt even dare to look at prince charming straight in the eye anymore. for she fears that he might disappear. poof! and the next moment he's gone. or. even if he's still there. fireworks no longer decorate and enchanting waltz stopped playing. and in a room she is. trapped with flying daggers and venom slimy snakes. its cold. battle this war alone. they say.

She was once trapped in that room when she was younger. as tender as a 18 year old. and she vowed never to be in that same room ever again.

I bought this while shopping for yingying's birthday present today. A bright melodious pink organizer for 2009. because xmas is coming and santa is coming to town. very soon. im preparing for a new year ahead. and im so in love with this 2009 PINK organizer. it just so has my name on it.

I bet 2009 will be more than just wonderful.

' Limping in the night. Sipping in devine. kissing the moonlight' Dance with me.

I just want to be ok, be ok, be ok

I just want to be ok today

I just want to be ok, be ok, be ok

I just want to be ok today

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I just want to feel today, feel today, feel today

I just want to feel something today

I just want to feel today, feel today, feel today

I just want to feel something today

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Open me up and you will see

I'm a gallery of broken hearts

I'm beyond repair let me be

And give me back my broken parts

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I just want to know today, know today, know today

I just want to know something today

I just want to know today, know today, know today

Know that maybe I will be ok
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Just give me back my pieces

Just give them back to me please

Just give me back my pieces

And let me hold my broken parts

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I just want to be ok, be ok, be ok

I just want to be ok today

I just want to be ok, be ok, be ok

I just want to be ok today

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I just want to feel today, feel today, feel today

I just want to feel something today

I just want to know today, know today, know today

Know that maybe I will be ok

Know that maybe I will be ok

Know that maybe I will be ok

Girl, this song's so for you. I want you to feel life again listening to it. BE STRONG. and im always here :)

Tuesday's 4 hours break is just a laughter and emotional heeling break! My geeky specs so arrived today and im going head over heels over it. It reminds me that i really SHOULD start mugging my dear. though its worse than plain wishful thinking! :)

Hey Sirius. Greetings all the way from kangeroo land Auzzie from our very own Sirius product. Ah xian! HAHAHA. she'd prolly desire to kill me now. But anyhow, though its addressed to Helen, its actually for the whole of Sirius! Sorry my camera is not too competent. So guys, do approach me in school for i'll bring this along wherever i go to. even the loo. so you guys can take a look and immerse in the love that our girl has for us :)

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To Ah xian: We miss you like the towel misses the body, like the nail misses the nail polish, like the wind misses the trees, like the chicken misses the curry... come back soon :)

SO, i finally watched The House Bunny. Don't be naive to assume that its just another plain old boring bimbo chick flick. It is almost on par with my favourite chick flick White Chicks. Good medicine to cure this tensed up body and stressed out mind. I was laughing like a man in the cinema. My laughter was really grotesquely gross. but i dont give a shit. I reckon the girl beside me got freaked out by my oh so lovely laughter. haha . Thanks to the lead actress for she played her role superbly. Not too little to make it indigestible, not too much to make it pukable. Eye candies in the show just make you drool like you never know you had saliva . so guys (and girls), please please please go watch it!
New discovery: Spinelli at Raffles Shopping Center is perfect for mugging. Muffins, scones and cakes are dirt cheap for cafe standards. yummy delicious too. Had a seasonal rum chocolate latte today. a huge glass of it for only $6.50. awesomely satisfying. oh and the cute guy at the counter was a perfect bonus :)

This is my favourite picture. Sara babe looks so sweet! Thanks daddy for this! Mary Jane in baby pink! :):):) Lurrve the daddy. I definitely need to establish a better social relationship with daddy to get more treats. well.
'Your eyes are the nipples on your face' --- I am glad i have nice face nipples.

So, it was spontaneity. yet again. I admit i was vowing to live a life of moderation. oh well, let it be! Someday, next day, forever tomorrow. I was so mentally prepared for HOUSE BUNNY. that was our utmost intention. we booked 2 915 tics in Vivo, but due to an issue of punctuality, our tickets were sold to some idiots. ' Im sorry to tell you that House Bunny is currently full house. *Smile* ' If not for my attempts to maintain this facade of elegance, i would have stabbed a bull in front of that ugly bitch.

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So, there goes bunny in the house. which invited us to a night of retard partying in Arena. Its weird how i bumped into 5 friends( independent entites) when i don't normally bump into ANYONE at all.

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sara: you are so carlsberggggggggggggggg.................

hel: what? carlsberg?

sara: peng you man tian xia.......

hel: er. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. thats a funny one girl.

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Finally, I had a great night out! i know exams are pulling my panties and tickling my ass now. but chill. we humans need short fulfilling breaks for greater success. HAHA! :)

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'you look so happening in the dark'----- girl i cant stop laughing the whole night!

Little Boopies

Twinkles?

Mega nuggets

Little Curries

Curry Girls

Curry Mamas

Little Slutties

Little Muffins

Little Notties

MEGA tits

Little tits

Little brownies

Brownie Mama

Little Bouncies

Mega Mama

HUAT Bunnies

Little geekies

Kinkies

Warpies

Bling Blings

Blinkies

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PS: Miss YYN thought of all these nonsense. I only contributed MEGA TITS.

We really attempted to study. Especially me. Im born with such diligent, persevering, indefatigable, bookworm genes. I have a fucking CALCULATION IMMERSED quiz on friday and i have yet to start a single page. Its amazing how we spent 9 pm to 130am (and that is 4.5hrs)conquering mission impossible. Making some logic and sense outta my wardrobe. And we were both shocked by the huge heap of clothes i stash. Of course, my wardrobe can itself start an online shop. Sara dear: Thanks for making some sense outta my stash. I always thought they are just pure disgraces. You sure do have hidden talents. Engineering is so supressing you baby!!! LUUURRRVEEEE YOU :)

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