Its wearing me out. In fact, it nearly drowned me. One huge piece of human seating in his own puke. It no longer looks disgusting or nauseating. Its plain pity. where are his friends? Would real friends leave him to marinate in his own unwanted contents? A horny guy exploring every inch of a girl. Its free and open porn. Is she drunk? Does such behaviors reassure her that she is still hot and desired? It doesnt matter at all. Getting plenty of attention does not mean that you are hot. conversely, getting none whatsoever does not mean that you are not. so why probe so much into how strangers perceive you when their views dont even matter in the first place? Eventually, they are and will still be known as strangers. And there's a reason why they are just called strangers. Eventually any happening nights will still come to an end. The sun rises the next day and you move on with life. happily. confidently. poisely.

Im not intending this at anyone. nor is this triggered by anyone. Its just me. Maybe time and age do change your perceptions of things.